Saturday, January 29

The War after The War

The Long Island Press has published an article worth taking a hard look at. It deals with the mental health issues of our soldiers coming back from Operation Iraqi Freedom and how the cash-strapped Veterans Administration could possibly help them. I'm posting the first half of the story because I find it especially moving. You can read the rest at Long Island Press Cover Story.
The War after The War
Thousands of soldiers are returning from Iraq with serious psychological problems. Can a cash-strapped VA help them before it's too late?
By Dan Frosch with Lauren Wolfe


The first time Kristen Peterson's husband hit her, she was asleep in their bed.

She awakened a split second after Josh Peterson's fist smashed into her face, and ran out terrified and crying to wipe the blood spurting from her nose.

When she looked into the bedroom, he was punching at the air, muttering that she was coming after him and he was going to kill her. His eyes were closed. He was still asleep.

For six months last year, he had helped build an oil pipeline across Iraq as a specialist in the Army's 110th Quartermaster Company. On the same highway where Pvt. Jessica Lynch was ambushed, he saw Iraqi soldiers, dead and rotting, hanging out of their tanks. One time Peterson's truck broke down and he was surrounded by a group of Iraqi children, some throwing rocks, others toting AK-47s.

"I kept thinking, 'God, I can't handle this,'" the 23-year-old says with a hollow laugh.

Since Peterson came home, those memories and others he won't reveal have turned him into a man Kristen often doesn't recognize—a man who either ignores her and their 2-year-old daughter or lashes out in anger, a man whose awful dreams make him hit his wife.

Similar experiences are troubling thousands of Operation Iraqi Freedom soldiers returning home. Dr. Ganesan Krishnamoorthy, a psychiatrist who specializes in treating post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) at the Northport VA Medical Center, has personally treated two veterans of the Iraq war who came home to LI in the past six months.

The stress of daily warfare leaves them with a kind of jumpiness and mistrust, he says. "They can be killed every minute of the day," Krishnamoorthy explains. "As a result, their senses are greatly heightened. They don't sleep as well—maybe they sleep with one eye open. They jump at loud sounds like a door slamming. In a new place, they wonder who they can trust."

A December 2003 Army study published in The New England Journal of Medicine found that 16 percent of soldiers in Iraq were suffering from PTSD, a psychologically debilitating condition characterized by intense nightmares, paranoia and anxiety.

But that study is already out of date. After months of fighting a bloody insurgency, many military and mental health experts predict the PTSD rate will run nearly twice what that study found, approximating the same level suffered by Vietnam veterans.

The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA), which chronically underfunded mental health programs for years before the Iraq war, has quietly conceded that it has neither the staff nor the money to treat everyone. Despite vast improvements, recent VA reports reveal deficiencies in its mental health services, projecting a $1.65 billion shortfall in those services by 2007.

The emerging scenario is that of a generation of veterans whose psyches are in tatters as an exhausted health care system holds its breath.

The rest of the story: http://www.longislandpress.com/v03/i04050127/coverstory_01.asp

The new reality: Is this the end of mean TV?

Are we overdoing it with reality televsion?
My answer is an unequivocal yes.
The new reality: Is this the end of mean TV?
By Sarah Rodman
Friday, January 28, 2005

Reality television has received its reality check this season.
While Fox's ``American Idol'' continues to be a platinum performer, ABC's ``Extreme Makeover: Home Edition'' posts solid numbers and NBC's ``The Biggest Loser'' proved a winner, several new and returning series are struggling.
ABC's ``The Bachelor,'' CBS' ``Survivor'' and NBC's ``The Apprentice'' all have bled viewers.
ABC's ``The Benefactor'' couldn't find anyone who cared; CBS' ``The Will'' left a poor legacy, canned after one episode.
Reality programming seems to be in a rut.
``When you have something that hits - `Survivor' hits, `Millionaire' hits - people just throw as much stuff on as possible,'' said ABC president of prime-time entertainment Steve McPherson last week. ``And what you get is a lot of really bad reality. Just like you got a lot of really bad comedy after `Friends' hit, and I think it runs the gamut. That takes its toll on the networks. People start to have less faith in it.''
``Oversaturation in the marketplace is going to meet with audience rejection,'' says Fox network president Gail Berman.
She would know, since Fox, more than any other network, relied on unscripted fare, from ``My Big Fat Obnoxious Boss'' and ``The Rebel Billionaire'' to ``The Next Great Champ.''
Each show had more contestants than viewers.
Viewers also stayed away in droves from such cruel stunts as NBC's ``$25 Million Hoax'' and Fox's controversial adoption-themed ``Who's Your Daddy?''. TBS' attempts at reality humor - ``He's a Lady'' and ``The Real Gilligan's Island'' - didn't register on the cultural radar.
But reality as a genre has not been voted off the television island.
Like rap music before it, this fad is diversifying to become another style of television. Fly-on-the-wall progenitors such as MTV's ``The Real World'' have given way to talent competitions, game shows, makeover transformations, docudramas and romantic quests.
No fewer than a dozen new unscripted shows are in the pipeline from the broadcast networks and such cable outlets as MTV and Bravo. Even toney PBS is getting in on the action with a chef search featuring local kitchen celebrities Todd English and Ming Tsai.
The key to a turnaround in reality TV, many say, hinges on a shift from humiliation to uplifting programming.
With grim crime procedurals dominating the scripted genre, audiences turn to reality programs for comfort and light. The reigning king of the new upbeat style is ABC's three-hankie weeper ``Extreme Makeover: Home Edition.''
``The pendulum has swung, and now, I think, the sort of mean-spirited, edgier stuff has sort of fallen by the wayside, and now (audiences) are looking for more inspirational, feel-good stuff,'' says veteran reality producer Mike Fleiss (``The Bachelor,'' ``The Will''), who is producing WB's upcoming talent search ``The Starlet.''
``I think it is an incredible statement about our brand of reality,'' says McPherson about other networks following ``Home Edition's'' queen-for-a-day lead. ``We're just not going to do the mean-spirited stuff. We're really about wish fulfillment, fantasy and romance. And that show, I think, transcends reality shows. It's a family experience.''
The most vital factor for success, of course, is the same for any genre of television, be it scripted or reality: originality.
``The really pure, great ideas, they still shine through,'' McPherson says. ``There's been so much bad reality, so many rip-offs, there's just a glut. And I think there's a lack of great ideas, so hopefully, it just challenges the community more, on our side, to only put on stuff that really, really is special.

Cool Blog Article on Sfgate.com

http://sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2005/01/24/BUGCEASV4R1.DTL

Tuesday, January 25

Senator Clinton Speaks of 'Common Ground' on Abortion

Senator Clinton Speaks of 'Common Ground' on Abortion
By PATRICK D. HEALY

ALBANY, Jan. 24 - Proposing new political language about abortion rights for the Democratic Party, Senator Hillary Rodham Clinton said today that friends and foes on the issue should come together on "common ground" to reduce the number of "unwanted pregnancies" and ultimately abortions, which she called a "sad, even tragic choice to many, many women."

Mrs. Clinton, in a speech to about 1,000 abortion rights supporters at the state Capitol, firmly restated her support for the Supreme Court ruling that legalized abortion nationwide, Roe v. Wade. But then she quickly shifted gears, offering warm words to opponents of abortion - particularly members of religious groups - asserting that there was "common ground" to be found after three decades of emotional and political warfare over abortion.

Mrs. Clinton is widely seen as a possible candidate for the party's presidential nomination in 2008, and her remarks signaled that she could be recalibrating her strong identification with the abortion-rights movement as the Democratic Party engages in its own re-examination of its handling of the issue in the wake of Senator John Kerry's loss in the 2004 presidential race.

Ms. Clinton has been a visible and very public defender of abortion rights, appearing at a huge rally in Washington last spring and denouncing what she called Republican efforts to demonize the abortion rights movement.

While she acknowledged in her address today that Americans have "deeply held differences" over abortion rights, Mrs. Clinton told the annual conference of the Family Planning Advocates of New York State, "I for one respect those who believe with all their heart and conscience that there are no circumstances under which abortion should be available."

In addition to her description of abortion as a "tragic choice" for many," Mrs. Clinton said that faith and organized religion were the "primary" reasons that teenagers abstain from sexual relations, and reminded the audience that during the 1990's, she promoted "teen celibacy" as a way to reduce the number of unwanted pregnancies.

"The fact is, the best way to reduce the number of abortions is to reduce the number of unwanted pregnancies in the first place," Mrs. Clinton said.

Mrs. Clinton also called today for the Bush administration, religious groups, supporters and opponents of abortion rights and others to look beyond the abortion rights divide and form a broad alliance on other issues that she suggested as less incendiary: sex-education programs for teenagers that included abstinence education, emergency contraception for women who have recently had unprotected intercourse, and family planning.

The speech was also notable for a stream of statistics and data that, Mrs. Clinton's aides said afterward, were included to underscore her view that the reduction of "unwanted pregnancies" could be a unifying issue for supporters and opponents of abortion rights.

At one point, for instance, she drew gasps from some in the audience by mentioning that 7 percent of American women who do not use contraception account for 53 percent of all unintended pregnancies.

Several women in the audience reacted positively to Mrs. Clinton, whose remarks were interrupted by applause several times and ended with a standing ovation. But they also said her language and themes seemed politically calculated to deal with the abortion "freak-out" among Democrats, as one audience member put it, and reach out to independent and conservative voters in hopes of broadening her base of support for a possible 2008 presidential run.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/missnyc98/254065.html

Monday, January 24

Simon Cowell Trashes Beyonce, Defends Ashlee Simpson

Simon Cowell Trashes Beyonce, Defends Ashlee Simpson
Wed Jan 19,11:00 PM ET

Cranky American Idol judge Simon Cowell thinks Beyonce is overrated and that Ashlee Simpson has been criticized unfairly. Cowell tells Esquire, "I find the whole Beyonce thing really mystifying. She's not sexy, she hasn't got a great body and she's not a great singer."

Cowell defended Ashlee Simpson's decision to use a backing track instead of singing live on Saturday Night Live last October. He said, "Why should you have to do something substandard just for the sake of being real? If it sounds better with the vocal you recorded, why shouldn't people listen to that? There's almost a witch-hunt mentality about people miming."

In his biography, I Don't Mean to Be Rude, But... Cowell admits that his first target for criticism was his mother. Cowell says that at age 4 he looked at his mother's white fuzzy pillbox hat and remarked "Mum, you look like a poodle."


Simon Cowell has issues. Ashlee sounds horrible without a track and Beyonc'e can rock a song a capella. He's really got issues. Beyonc'e, despite her crappy solo album, is one of the best singers out there. She's much more of an up-and-coming diva, than, oh say, Ashanti.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/missnyc98/253665.html

Abortion Foes Stage Protest of Roe V. Wade

Abortion Foes Stage Protest of Roe V. Wade
By LAURIE KELLMAN, Associated Press Writer

WASHINGTON - Abortion opponents on Monday marked the 32nd anniversary of the Supreme Court decision legalizing abortion with a day of rallies, protests and other activities as the issue takes on new urgency with the likelihood of a high court vacancy during President Bush's term.

Every anniversary of Roe v. Wade, the 1973 Supreme Court decision, prompts demonstrations by opponents and proponents of abortion rights. Activists on both sides of the abortion issue marched in demonstrations across the country Saturday, the actual anniversary of the Jan. 23 decision.

This year there is increasing speculation about Chief Justice William H. Rehnquist's health. Rehnquist, 80, has thyroid cancer and last week appeared frail as he swore Bush in for a second term. Three other justices have had cancer and only one, Clarence Thomas, is under 65.

One or more court vacanies would give President Bush the chance to install another justice or justices who oppose the Roe decision, increasing the likelihood that at some point, the ruling could be overturned.

On Monday, abortion opponents staged a rally before a march from the Ellipse to the Supreme Court. Other groups opposed to abortion rights were holding events on Capitol Hill. Abortion rights supporters were holding a counter-protest at the court later in the day.

NARAL Pro-Choice America has projected that 19 states would quickly outlaw abortion, and 19 more might follow suit, if Roe v. Wade were overturned.

Last week, Norma McCorvey, the woman known as "Jane Roe" in Roe v. Wade, asked the Supreme Court to overturn its 1973 decision. McCorvey now opposes abortion and said the case should be heard again in light of evidence that the procedure may harm women.

I think the bolded paragraph is ironic.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/missnyc98/253215.html

Fla. Loses Appeal in Terri Schiavo Case

Fla. Loses Appeal in Terri Schiavo Case
By GINA HOLLAND, Associated Press Writer

WASHINGTON - The Supreme Court refused Monday to reinstate a Florida law passed to keep a severely brain-damaged woman hooked to a feeding tube, clearing the way for it to be removed. How soon that would happen, however, was unclear.

The Florida Supreme Court had struck down the law last fall, and the justices were the last hope for state leaders who defended the law in a bitter long running dispute over the fate of Terri Schiavo.

Her husband, Michael Schiavo, contends she never wanted to be kept alive artificially. But her parents told justices in a filing that their son-in-law is trying to rush her death so he can inherit her estate and be free to marry another woman.

The Supreme Court did not comment in rejecting an appeal from Gov. Jeb Bush, who argued that the state had the authority to step in and pass the 2003 law that ordered Terri Schiavo's feeding tube reinserted six days after her husband had it removed. Florida judges will now decide, after the Supreme Court's action, what happens next in the case.

"It's judicial homicide. They want to murder her," her father, Robert Schindler, said Monday. "I have no idea what the next step will be. We're going to fight for her as much as we can fight for her. She deserves a chance."

The case was one of two right-to-die appeals pending at the high court. Justices are expected to decide in the next month whether to consider a Bush administration request to block the nation's only law allowing doctors to help terminally ill patients die more quickly. Oregon voters passed that law in 1998.

At issue Monday was "Terri's Law," which the Florida Supreme Court ruled unanimously was an unconstitutional effort to override court rulings.

The 41-year-old Schiavo suffered brain damage in 1990 when her heart temporarily stopped beating because of an eating disorder. In 2001, her parents lost an emergency Supreme Court appeal seeking to keep her feeding tube in place, but more appeals followed.

Terri Schiavo has lived in nursing homes. She can breathe on her own but depends on a feeding tube to stay alive because she cannot swallow on her own. She left no written directive.

Issues in dispute are whether she is in a persistent vegetative state with no chance of recovery, and if she had said before her illness that she did not want to be kept alive by machines.

Washington attorney Robert Destro, representing Florida, told justices to consider "the most vulnerable of our citizens who cannot speak for themselves."

Michael Schiavo did not file any arguments with the court, but his attorney had accused Florida leaders of engaging in delaying tactics to prevent Terri Schiavo from carrying out her right to die.

The case is Jeb Bush v. Michael Schiavo, 04-757.


The only instance in which I'm rooting for Jeb Bush.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/missnyc98/253181.html

Saturday, January 15

Courage

"You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face... You must do the thing you think you cannot do." ~ Eleanor Roosevelt, You Learn By Living

Smile

Livejournal isn't back to normal yet so I'll probably posting here all night.

Here are two quotes that I came across on the topic of smile from the RealSimple Magazine April 2004:

"Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just smile." ~ Charlie Chaplin, John Turner, and Geoffrey Parsons, "Smile"

"If you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad."
~ Christina Rossetti, "Remember"

Jeremiah by Sara Groves

Jeremiah, tell me about the fire that burns up in your bones
I want to know, I want to know more now
The burning of ambition and desire
It never could come close to that fire, to that fire.

I was looking to myself and I forgot the power of God,
I was standing with a sparkler in my hand while I stood so proud and so profound
You came and burned the whole place down
Now that's a fire.

I was caught up in this vice and its power to entice
I was dwelling on my hopelessness and doubt with the slightest invitation
You came with total detonation
Now that's a fire.

I was warming my hands by this little light of mine, but now I know it's time to come in from the cold. Fight fire with fire, fan the flame, come stir up these coals in my soul, in my soul till it burns out of control.

Sara Groves's Website

Going Crazy

LiveJournal is still down. I'm not sure just HOW to cope!

I suppose I don't have anything particularly gripping or revealing to mention. It's a slow news day, a slow day overall.

I'm in love with Dexter Filkins of the New York Times. He writes some stunning articles as a foreign correspondent in Baghdad. Read his latest article, here. If you'd like to know more about the journalist that I'm in love with--that means I have a high level of respect for him--check out this article: Dexter Filkins' Fallujah.

In other news, I figured that the Prince Harry "scandal" was a big-to-do about nothing, but then my boyfriend, Jason, likened it to him showing up at a costume party with a KKK outfit. That made his point quite well, actually.

Graner is an idiot. He needs to be shot by the military. Supposedly, Abu Ghraib isn't an isolated incident. But Graner's the idiot that started it all.

So that's my rant on current events. Stay tuned here unless livejournal comes up. I'm going through such a livejournal drought.

LiveJournal Down

So I'm going through blogging withdrawals. I need to need to need to need to have a place somewhere on the Internet to blog. I do keep a handwritten journal, but as the technology age has changed, so have I. I find that I type my thoughts faster than I write them. Unless you know shorthand. Then, I don't feel bad for you.

So until LiveJournal can come back up, this is where I'll be posting my thoughts for now. Anytime LiveJournal's down, you can check this site to see what I'm feeling thinking, or have posted.

I'm bummed. I really like LiveJournal.